hello everyone....
i assume i still know some of you...

i come back to you a somewhat different person... as of now...and for
as long as it takes me to recover...i am still not involved in any
ferret groups or associations...but i needed my ferret family very
badly right now...

suffice it to say...i am single again...no...tommy is not dead...no
matter how much i wish he were... it is still really raw...only been
a week since he walked out on me after meeting someone else on the
internet...just how he met me...oh gosh...go figure! how could i have
been so stupid and trusting? that is rhetorical...

ok...life in shattered pieces...BUT! i still have 8 ferrets to keep me
going...yes...down to 8...many losses these last few months...including
my life..my Mynx.

i have no idea what direction my life will be taking yet...i am
financially dependent on tommy...[SO SUCKS!]...so it is limited...at
this point...but when i get back on my feet...and i can face life
more than minute to minute...i hope to be back in the mainstream
of ferretdom again...helping where i can...it is what makes me
worthwhile...but right now...i can not even read a book without having
to re-read each paragraph about 4 times...;-)

i hope i am welcomed back here...we do not need to discuss my mess
on here...i just wanted to come back...and give you some idea of how
everything has changed and that i am not wholly the person i was... but
i will try to be ...LOL...i don't know what...but i will try to BE...

love,
kat parsons...

oops...no...not kat parsons...i might as well start being who i will
be again...kathy hammond...my maiden name... i started being kat
parsons 13 years ago when i was first with tommy...before i legally
was... so i guess i can be kathy hammond now...before i legally am...

-- 
KAT

[Posted in FML 6868]