Dear FMLers,
 
Somehow I managed to hit the send button, and my heart hurts as it did
that moment Ziggy slipped away from me.  This is so much harder than I
ever imagined.  I'm afraid that when the pain finally eases I will forget
my sweet pet.
 
I have three fuzzbutts who have been showering me with kisses -- they
know.  But nothing is easing the pain.  On top of dealing with his own
grief, my fiancee is worried about me.  I keep telling him that I'll be
okay.  But, I don't know when.
 
I know that I am not alone and you all understand what I'm going through.
How do I move on from here?  What do I do with this pain?  It's impossible
for me to focus on anything except for ferrets and Ziggy.
 
With tears,
Crystal
[Posted in FML issue 3702]