Dear Kayla,
 
I too know the pain of loosing a dear friend.  I couldn't imagine ever
"replacing" him with another.  But give yourself a little time to heal,
without making any decisions.  You may realize that you aren't replacing him
at all, and that the love they can give you, (and they give us ALOT)is worth
the fear of pain.
 
I agree that your baby would want you to go on.  You seem like a person with
a lot of love to give, and there are so many babies out there who need you.
I'm sure that everyone on the list will be here to help you through this.  I
know I will.  For your sake, as well as the babies who may someday be yours.
 
CJ Ladybug
with  KoKo-"my mommy really loves me"
&      YumYum-"my daddy loves me best!"
[Posted in FML issue 1875]