What it is the hardest thing for a mother to do? Know when to take
their loved one to their dr. to send them to the rainbow bridge.

this past sunday i noticed that lil breezie wasnt doing to good. so i
watched over her all day long, made sure she had plenty to drink and
eat. but she wouldnt eat then i noticed that she had the black stools
and i kept cleaning her and later on that night i saw it in her eyes
that she was tired and wasnt wanting to join the bridge. well as i was
holding her i begged FATHER to take her to the after life. well monday
i had to go to work and i was hoping that she would have been TAKEN
while i was gone. well that dint happen at all. when i got home i went
strait to the room and found my lil breezie in the most awkward
position and i knew that it was her time to go. so i gave her lil rump
a bath and called her dr. to make sure he was there. i cried all the
way over there and i cried while dr. gill put her medicine in her lil
body and i told her all about the bridge and how she was going to be
joining bandit and have a great life without any pain ever again. and
as she took her last breath i held her and dr. gill made me put her
down so he could double check to make sure she was gone. GOD IT WAS SO
HARD. i felt like i let her down. why couldnt i have saved her???WHY??
DARN IT, SOMETHING SO SMALL AND FULL OF LOVE CAN JUST RIP OUT A HEART.
and she did. she ripped out mine the day i brought her home. she was
the tiniest thing i ever did see in a grownup fuzzy. dont have a clue
how old she was. but she could still whoop up on the boys that she
lived with. well now she is flying high over the bridge without me.

GO WITH GOD MY LIL ANGEL AND HOLD THAT PLACE FOR ME....send me kisses
when you can..dook on...

debbie

LIVE WITH THE ANGELS MY LOVE, MY ROCK, MY SISTER KELLY ANN HUTSON
(RIP--3/16/'63 to 2/10/'06) SCHRAMMEN REEVES
A VERY PROUD MOTHER OF A MARINE: WILLIAM MITCHELL (NACHO) '01 TO '05
A VERY PROUD MOTHER OF: CHRIS A.
HAPPY SLAVE TO MY CARPETSHARKS!!!! stinky, irving,
banditt(RIP-8/9/'06), puck, baby, chuckie, breezie(RIP-11/27/'06),
possum and frisky

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