Button has crossed over to the bridge (June 17th); I never wanted to have
to write that. My precious baby She was a beautiful 7-year-old sable.
She had adrenal when she was 3.5 years old. Mr. Elmore is our hero.
I love her and cant believe my warm bundle of joy is now asleep, and not
frolicking around my room. I will never see that adorable face that
greets me everyday. She is loved and missed so much. I cant believe
shes gone. My baby is gone. She brought me so much happiness and
shared so many wonderful times. She use to sleep in my bed and was not
a ferret, she was so much more. She thought she was a human, really.
I miss her so much.
Why did you have to go Button?
One of my best friend is dead now, and my heart is longing for her. I
dont know how I am going to get by without her. I lost a huge part of
me today. My eyes are so swollen from crying. It just hurts so much.
I feel like Im going to throw-up when I think about not having her. It
is such an (overpowering) overwhelming feeling. I cant even type or see
the keyboard, Im so upset. We put flowers I picked into her box, and
then burried her. My stomach is killing me, and I cannot breath when I
think about this. It is like waves of panic attacks, that hit me so
hard.
She used to cuddle btw the blanket and your legs somehow and would make a
nest, and sleep near you at night. She was that warmth that you needed,
to comfort you. Ive never met a ferret with such a human personality.
No one has. Believe me when I tell you she was special. She bonded to
people. I loved showing her off, because her personality was so amazing.
I was so proud of her.
She climbed up on the bed, and then she would roll over on her back and
let you scratch her belly. She LOVED attention. I always talked to her.
She use to love walking to the mailbox and just looking at the beautiful
trees, grass, and the look in her eyes would be sparkling every time.
Button was named by my bf. She loved humans, and would follow you around
wherever you went. She was a lap ferret. We had a very strong
connection. She loved being petted.
If any one wants to see photos, I made a small page(I didnt know how to
make a bigger one)
http://www.geocities.com/barbiedoll682002/Button.html
She was such a special little girl.
I am in so much agony right now. When do the panic attacks stop? I am
so scared. Her body is so far away from me. What am I going to do? I
wasnt ready to say goodbye. Oh Button, Where are you?
When I see a picture of her, Im in shock she isnt here. She is still
so alive, its hard to believe.
She had beautiful Mickey-Mouse ears, and three freckles on her pink
nose I will miss dearly.
Good-bye my little princess. I love you so much. You will never be
forgotten. I will always love you like no other.
For Every ounce of love, that you gave me, For every sweet thing you did
for me, for every kiss that you gave me, for all of the precious memories
you filled my heart with, and for everyday I got to spend with you, Thank
you.
Please help me get through this Button, I need you.
-Your mommy,
Kim
P.S. My letter might not be understandable, Im just so out of it,
Please excuse anything thats not understandable. I wanted to say more
about her, but Im not able right now. Im so depressed...
[Posted in FML issue 4914]
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