Dear FMLers,
Somehow I managed to hit the send button, and my heart hurts as it did
that moment Ziggy slipped away from me. This is so much harder than I
ever imagined. I'm afraid that when the pain finally eases I will forget
my sweet pet.
I have three fuzzbutts who have been showering me with kisses -- they
know. But nothing is easing the pain. On top of dealing with his own
grief, my fiancee is worried about me. I keep telling him that I'll be
okay. But, I don't know when.
I know that I am not alone and you all understand what I'm going through.
How do I move on from here? What do I do with this pain? It's impossible
for me to focus on anything except for ferrets and Ziggy.
With tears,
Crystal
[Posted in FML issue 3702]