It with a deep heavy heart that I have to say that my baby that I have had
for close to a year is gone. Over the night she died at the vets. I miss
her so much and wished I could have been with her in her last few moments.
I wonder was she in pain, did she miss me, does she know that I loved her
more than anything. I sit here and can't hold back my tears of greif and
wish I could have done something differently. Anything!! It won't be the
same without my little Barret! I thought for sure she was going to be
allright!
I thought for sure I'd see her little face that licked my cheeks to tell me
mommy I love you! I am so lost without her. Will I get over this? How do
I cope! I am so lost. So lost without my little one! The Vet is doing an
autopsy on her and I will have an answer on that. He recommended that I
don't come and see her but I feel like I have to. Please Please if anyone
has any suggestions PLEASE let me know of how to cope! I miss her so much!
*Laura*
[Posted in FML issue 3422]