I cant believe this.  I lost my little Cash last monday and his brother
started going downhill.  I loved him more, played with him more, gave him
soup, as he had stopped eating, and hoped for the best.  He had to be
helped to the bridge to be with his brother on Wednesday.  He was turning
yellow, and when we got to work, he was jaundice, he was in liver failure.
I buried the 2 of them yesterday.  They needed each other, and now they
have that.
 
And more bad news, I had Cinnamon go through adrenal surgery.  The tumor
was very small, but there.  It went real well, but she couldnt get over the
wake up period good, and she was crying.  She was dying and I wanted to
stay with us.  We let her go at 5pm yesterday.  So needless to say I have
lost 3 babies in 2 weeks, and I am getting a complex.  We are having a full
necropsy done on her and am still waiting for Cash's biopsy's to come back.
I cant take much more that this.
 
Please say a prayer for my remaining 5, as they are real lonely now.  Thank
you so much for all of your prayers about Cash.
 
Sandee, please make sure Cash meets Tango and Cinnie. =20
 
Julie and the 5 grieving gang.
[Posted in FML issue 3149]